So Scared.

I just took my SATs for the second time and I think I did really bad. The critical reading was so hard D: compared to the time I took it in December. Math and writing were okay but I don't think I did better. I'm so scared that I did worse which is just horrible. I'm so nervous and scared. Sighs. I wished I practiced more sighs. I'm so scaredd right now. But the scores come out about 18 days later I guess. Sighs. I need to forget about it right now so I don't annoy myself thinking about it so much. D:

I hope I didn't do that bad. D:

So Tired. D:

I'm really sick of studying for ap chem so I decided to come here and rant about it. I feel like no matter how hard I study this topic I still get confused once I see a question. :X I really want to do well on the "re-test" so my test average can go up. I'm so tired but yet I can't stop since studying really helps out my grade. (DUH!) I really have no idea what I'm saying anymore since its pretty late and I plan to get up at 5:30 to continue this. Blah.

2010

2010 is coming to an end in three days. This pretty much sums up my year.

My First 97+ average. SATs for the first time. Sleeping pass 11 on a school day. Having a snowball fight. Having a water balloon fight. Camwhoring. Fridays. Dealing with little kids. A blizzard. Late night phone calls. Getting texting. Prep. Sitting in the park and talking. All those tears. PMS. Stress from junior year. Making brownies for the first time. Being 16. Eating ALOT. My first picnic. Going ice skating for the first time. Wearing cardigans. Putting grades before anything else. Getting into painting my nails. Six Flags. Secret Santa. Beach. Library. SAT Books lying all around my house. Loving AP Chem and Chemistry. Getting a 95 on my Chem regents. 196 on PSATs. Dramas. Movies. Karaoke. Pushing the huge snowball. Horror Movies. Bubble Tea. Sushi.

This year was filled with ups and downs and I'm sad to see this year end. But I made lots of memories this year that I'll never forget. 2011 I'm ready for you!

Freaking Out AGAIN!

lalala, My SATS are done with and break is here in three days so yay! But But SAT scores come out tomorrow, so I'm freaking out all over again. I got a 196/240 on my PSAT which was wayy better than I expected but I still have no clue about the SATs. I really hope that I do good. I really need to clam down but I really can't knowing that grades come out in less than 6 hours. LOL.

I think I'm screwed

SATs are on Saturday. I went to prep over the summer and I considered myself prepared for the exam but now I'm not so sure. I just took a practice exam and I got a 1740 out of 2400. That is the lowest I've ever gotten considering in the summer I got in the high 1800s. I'm scared. I really want to get above 2000 but I highly doubt it so I'm really going to study my butt off for the one in March. Sighs, I'm really scared that I am going to get that low. That would mean that this whole summer went to waste after I stopped studying for a while. I just hope that it was because I took the practice test online late at night since I'm having a hard time concentrating. Well there is no going back now. Even if I'm not ready I better make sure that I am. I'm not going to worry about it, there is always a second chance. I'll just do my best and hope that my best is good enough.