Who are we to judge?

So, most of this summer I've been spending my time volunteer the days are usually the same. Until yesterday, I went to the main office to get pencils but the person who was suppose to give me them wasn't there yet. There were two girls that go to my school standing outside lets call them A and B. A guy walks out of the office (he ends up being in the same class as me) and he starts walking off to his class. A says "Room 202 is that way" So he turns and says thanks before walking away. A then begins to say to B, "Wow, I wonder if he is even fit for the job, I mean look at his hair and stuff." B replies by saying "Yea, there was this girl who had dyed hair and everything. It is inappropriate for work here." A continues to say "I mean they had an interview and stuff, I mean how did he even get thru." And B goes and says "Yea, so I guess he can't be super bad right?" And then A goes and says "I guess, I mean is he even in high school?"

I was standing there the whole time thinking who are you to judge him or her. You've never seen the way they work, so what if they have dyed hair or a different hairstyle. That doesn't mean they can't be good to children. Its who they are, our hair doesn't define us. So what if they care about the way their hair looks, it shouldn't matter. What really matters is how well they look after the kids. We don't have a right to judge them because we don't even know who they are. That just got me really annoyed and stuff. X_X"

Prep&Volunteering

For once I actually enjoy going to SAT Prep. Its suppose to be 3 hours long but honestly it seems so much shorter than that. Time just flies by when I'm there. I actually look forward to going to prep everyday, mainly because there is AC and I feel like I'm actually learning stuff. I really want to do good on my SATs. I honestly hope that prep is helping me. The homeworks don't take as long as I expected them too surprisingly. I use to spend a lot of time on them especially math homework for the SHSATs and back then I had my dad's help too. Now I can finish it in less than an hour without my dad's help. I think its pretty amazing. Even though people dread going to prep, I honestly enjoy it.

Volunteer on the other hand isn't as fun. I'm volunteer this year at an elementary school and I find that I don't like it. I don't know why because the kids are really nice so are the people working there. I think that the reason I don't like it is because its so confusing. For example I went to pick up my schedule yesterday. Nobody knew where I was suppose to go and their just like okay stay and work at this classroom for a while. I did that and it was all fine. Then when I left I finally found out where I was suppose to go to sign in and stuff. And the boss guy was just like come back tomorrow. I was like what time? He was like the time you are assigned too. I told him that I never got my schedule and he was like ...come back tomorrow. So I need to go back today AGAIN. But this time I'm not going to work I'm just going directly to the office to get my schedule and get it over with. Because I don't even think they took down the times I worked yesterday.

Summer is Here

I'm done with all my regents, and its almost the last day of school. So far I know that I got a 95 on my global and a 95 of my chem. regents. So I'm happy but I'm so scared of my math and spanish grade. Ughs, too bad I have to wait until Friday for my grades. -sad face- Time for my usual what I'm planning to do this summer.

Summer To Do List

-Get at least 60 hours of volunteer hours.

-Study US History and AP Chem.

-Read at least 15 books.

-Watch 3 new dramas

-Watch 3 new movies.

-Clean out my old junk.

-Prepare for the SATs

-Relax

-Workout

-Get ready for Junior year :D!

Blood Drive

So today I had another blood drive, I think its the fourth this month. I'm so tired from it, then again I'm always tired after my blood drives. Waking up early plus standing for 3 hours or so and dealing with this heat really makes you tired. Ah. If I'm already feeling so easily tired from just 5 and half hours of work I wonder what I'll be like when I actually have a job and all. O_____O" I think I might miss going to school.
Well since the location of the drive was close to Rockefeller Center we went there to take pictures before heading to work. So pretty much this post is pictures of our usual days at a drive well not what we do there, since thats pretty boring since we just serve people food and make sure that if they don't feel well we call for help.

That is what Rockefeller Center looks like in the summer. In the winter that whole place is an ice skating rink. How the heck do they make the transformation, I guess we'll never know. *O*

That is how we set up the canteen to look like. Wah. Look at that table full of food that is really unhealthy but tempting to eat. The second picture is just a close up of what one side looks like, the other side is exactly the same.

And then it is our amazing creations that we drew when we were just so bored sitting there with no donors coming in. They are THE FAMILY, and we were going to draw the kids but then we decided to draw something else. I bet you can't guess what the names mean. :D Well here are the answers. I am Mon Lee means I'm manly and the reason for this name is because it was suppose to be a guy but I gave it long girly hair XD. Misoay Shon is Me so asian XD and the last picture the word means going thru puberty. XD Yes we were that bored.

Bored.

>< So far I felt like I haven't really done anything this summer. Well other than my 6 hours of volunteering hours that I just got this Wednesday, and the fact that I read 3 books (so little X____X). I feel like I've been bummy this summer so far. I tend just to spend my days sitting in front of my computer, killing my eyes as well and making my fat go to my butt for sitting so much. And then for some reason I feel like playing maple story again. And for the people who don't know, maple story is an online game that I've put down in the beginning of 8th grade after I've realized that it was pretty pointless and decided to put my focus towards school. This guy that I knew had suddenly started the game and yesterday when I was telling him about it, I suddenly missed the game and now I want to play again X_______X" Seriously I'm going to dl it and then play a week and give up on it after realizing that its pointless and that I've became a noob due to the new worlds, maps and all.

Well today I took my chinese school final and I passed! 106.5! I'm finally able to move on to book 5 which is considered the fall term of 3rd grade if I was in China. :D

Worried

Okay, so tomorrow is my first time volunteering at a Blood drive. I'm so freakin worried. One I'm scared that they aren't going to let me in because I don't have the volunteering id yet. Two I'm worried that I wasn't put down for this drive, because when I called the person who is in charge of the volunteering, she said that for some reason she didn't put me down. But I think she should've put me down now, considering I called her and everything, BUT I'M STILL WORRIED. Three I'm worried that something is going to happen or that I'm going to mess up and etc. Sighs...I worry too much, but I can't help it, everytime I think about tomorrow I worry like crazy. I think I'm going to be one of those people who end up getting white hair at the age of 30 because they worried too much. I think you get white hair due to stress but worrying causes stress D;
Thinking about it during dinner, got me even more worried. I even thought of things like what if the elevator stops working. Ughs. I need to like take up yoga or something to get these things off of my mind I'm like going crazy.