Last Day

of Break. *sobs*
Then back to school again, surprisingly I finished all my homework; I gave up on the 7 questions for math. All I need to do today is study for the bio. quiz that is on tuesday. But I still need to get the eyeliner and read maybe another 80 pages of "A tree Grows in Brooklyn" just for my own pleasure. Sighs...volleyball tomorrow I have no idea if that is a good thing or bad thing. I mean I kind of suck, but improved from 6th grade so hopefully I don't suck as much. Or maybe I'm just one of those people that are never expected to do sports O_O".

So while talking to R yesterday on aim, I got bored so I decided to photoshop something. It came out pretty good, if you ignore the plainess of it, since I was too lazy to do anything else to do.

Comments? Don't ask about the font....I couldn't find the one that I wanted to use or at least the type of font I wanted to use. =___________=

Saturdays...

Ughs..only 2 more days until this vacation comes to an end...then its school again until December when we get off for about 2 weeks. *O* So I'm planning to do all my homework that is undone today, so I can study. But I feel like I won't be able to do it since I have a short attention span.

Things I have to do:
-Begin English Essay on Of Mice and Men
-Finish math hw only 8 more problems left
-Finish Chinese school Homework
-Get eyelinear for N
-Clean desk its like scary
-Study for Bio. Test

Sighs..that is all dang..that is a lot. I always wonder if there was an allergy for homework, because if there was I want that allergy. :O

Black Friday

Thank god...Black Friday is only once every year or at least I think it is. That day is scary, what scares you the LINES. There is a line for everything, for paying, for food, for the bathroom heck there is even a line for the escalator. You know that there is a lot of people when there is a line for the escalator. *shivers at the thought* I swear to god, I wasted this whole day waiting on a line, not picking out clothes WAITING ON LINES. There was even a line for the guy's bathroom, that is when you know there are a lot of people. Guys spend less time in bathrooms(if you don't get why too bad I"m not going into details) but once there is a line for the men's bathroom you know there is a lot of people.

I did get stuff though from American Eagle=2 hoodies and 3 pairs for socks O_O" Mcdonalds=Food and from Express=2 tank tops. The line at Aero, scared the shit out of me, it was so dam long, and hot inside that store, and everything was a mess I just wanted to get out of there as fast as I got in(which wasn't that fast there were too many people).

S was smart not to go this day, but due to me saving money I'm still going to go shopping on Black Friday, just next time I might as well go earllier like some people I know.

Happy Thanksgiving

Happy Thanksgiving :D I'm so bored..but glad that there is no school, after reading L's myspace I've decided to list 40 random things about myself 100 is too much. This proves how bored I am
1. I like taking pictures
2. I hate doing bad on math tests.
3. I need to clean my desk.
4. I'm currently listening to the song Waiting for You
5. I'm currently watching Bump off Lover
6. I like horror movies
7. Painting my nails different colors make me happy
8. I'm slow at times
9. I didn't get "brutas" and had to google it.
10. I've never curled or straighten my hair before.
11. My black nailpolish is crappy.
12. I don't know my alphabet off the top of my head I need to start counting from A to get to Z
13. I like to read
14. On maple story I'm level 46
15. I don't like winter
16. But I don't like summer either
17. I want chocolate right now
18. I'm really bored right now
19. My arm is cramping.
20. I have no muscles
21. I like sleeping with alot of pillows
22. I don't like using wallets or card holders
23. I don't get how guys put their wallet in their pockets.
24. I like wearing long jeans.
25. I don't own a pair of skinny jeans.
26. I like buying huge hoodies.
27. Manga makes me happy
28. I like walking in the sunshine
29. I don't like turkey that much
30. Only 10 more facts to go
31. There is a piggy shape mooncake on my desk.
32. I have a lot of quarters on my desk
33. I like growing my nails long.
34. I like weird songs.
35. Notice how I'm putting periods behind some sentences
36. dang..I need to start homework soon
37. I need to do better in global
38. I hate taking a foregin language
39. I have a public blog
40. People call me one of a kind.

Okay..if you don't want to read that, its fine I'm was just bored.

Turkey Day

Almost thanksgiving :D aka Turkey Day. I swear on this day I gain like 14 pounds its really sad,but seriously when you have your weight or FOOD, weight or FOOD seriously wouldn't you pick the FOOD. And if you say no screw you okay screw you.

Sighs..today the marking period ended, our math teacher told our class that our math tests weren't that good..AND THAT WAS MY HOPE TO ACTUALLY GETTING A GOOD GRADE IN MATH BUT NO. I guess for last marking period I'll actually study really hard, and do all my homework. Well I usually do all my homework, so I guess that it is finally time for me to study hard, for every single test I have. Maybe spend less time on aim and on the computer(not happening since I never get myself to stop doing that :O but I'll try)

BLACK FRIDAY<3 2 days away. I better find sales or else I will kick somebody's ass out of pure angryness. So beware of me on Black Friday :D but don't worry I shouldn't hurt you.

Christmas Presents

Okay..so I give up writing people's names like this ***e** so I'll just write the first letter of their name. Ughs..christmas shopping again, its such a pain in the ass since I have no idea what to get people. Okay..so I got these done so far...still adding though

N-eyelinear
S-knee high socks
R-aero tank top & or maybe a cap
A-jewelry or cell phone chain
K-peanut butter and a spoon(plastic)
T-earrings?

...okay..that shouldn't pass a 100 bucks right :O since I'm not planning to spend over 100 this year. But I want a present for myself to myself XD hahahhas :O I should get something that I really want :O but don't really desevere.

Homework=No

OMG..have you ever gotten that feeling, where you didn't feel like doing homework what so ever. I mean all you feel like doing is just sit down and just do nothing, expect maybe eat and get FAT. Sighs...I'm having that feeling right now..and that isn't really good even though I only have about 2 homeworks, but I have this huge test tomorrow that I should study for, but I'm putting off studying until after dinner. Sighs...I want chocolate right now O_O" yea..so much for my failure of a diet :O I should really go on one soon...to at least stay heathy and get off the junk food...but thats kind of hard. Well...at least I don't go out to eat as much anymore so I'm saving money sort of. Then again Christmas is coming up....yea...so much for saving up.

My Wishlist.
-Black Nailpolish
-Red Shirt
-Earrings
-Sneakers maybe becuase all I have are converses and they make your feet cold.

Okay..so those are the main things..man my wishlist is so small..compare to some other people. Okay..tv time then homework.

Guys=Porn?

Okay..this is one weird topic but this is all how it started I saw **l***'s status and I thought that says "WATCHING PORN'' when it really was ''WATCHING POKEMON'' so then I im him, saying that I thought that his status said something totally different. So then he tells me that he does watch porn which got me thinking to something somebody told me a while ago "All guys watch porn" But then at first I was kind of doubtful of the statement, so then I asked two other guys one being HIM. The other guy's answer was kind of distubring...*shivers* But HIS reaction was kind of weird....

Me:	Do you watch porn
Him:	what do you think?
Me:	yes
Me:	because all guys watch porn?
Him:	yep

Okay...so is porn like something that guys can't live without watching O_O". I mean girls don't need to watch porn and most of us don't HOPEFULLY. But yet ALL guys watch porn, is it something that is nesscary for their way of living. Such as if there was no porn, are the guys all going to die. My god...this is making me look at guys a while different way...since it is kind of(very )disturbing. I'm just hoping that the guys in my chinese school haven't started to watch porn, because if they have that is just disturbing, since they are in like 3rd-5th grade.

Little Kids Growing Up Too Fast

So I was on Soompi forums, in the fashion section and I came across this talk about how kids are growing up too fast. Seeing some of the pictures and seeing the little kids in my chinese school, I think that most kids nowadays are throwing away their childhood to become someone much old than their age.

My cousin for example is one of those people, she is younger than me by one year not such a big difference. But yet she is already wearing eyelinear, mascra and eye shawdow on a daily basies. I've never put on eyelinear and I personailty don't really care much about makeup yet my cousin who is younger than me cares more about it. Then there are those in my chinese school. Two sisters one in 3rd grade and the other in 5th grade are all wearing Abercrombie and Fitch. Seriously...when I was in 3rd grade I had no idea what the hell Abercrombie and Fitch was. Kids these days are so materialstic, reading from the forum there are kids in like middle school who have LV, Coach, Gucci etc. bags. Honestly my parents would never buy me such desginear items, and personally I don't even want to be carrying one of those bags at this age. My friend also told me that the day Lil Mama came to our school, there were like little 5 or 6 year old girls wearing like tube tops and short skirts dancing like a total slut. Seriously...what ever happened to playing with barbies or thinking that guys had cooties.

I blame the parents for letting their children even go out like that or for buying their kids such things. Seriously...if all parents said no then most of the kids who can't afford it or have no jobs wouldn't be having all these desginer items, but yet parents give kids what the kids wants turning the kids into spoil brats. Another thing is the media, with young teen stars dressing that way, kids are bound to follow. I mean when your younger if movie stars wear it then it must be the next hit thing. Sighs...little kids are REALLY growing up too fast and they have no idea what they are missing out on.

Weird Much?

Okay, so I notice that I use this more than my regular or should I say public blog. Oh wells..screw that already, so I feel like I have to write all proper on my public blog, just in case people I know come across it and then bitch at me for writing such things about them.

Moving on beyond that. Don't you just hate it when people block you for no reason what so ever. Seriously...I hate when people block you for no reason, I mean isn't it like holding up a sign that say I DON'T WANNA TALK TO YOU. So yesterday I was going on aim as usual, and then HE im me and we had this conversation.

Him:	what do you fear most?
Me:	death
Him:	ok
Me:	why O_O"
Him signed off at 5:20:04 PM

Seriously, nothing in that conversation is offense to him and yet he decides to go and block me. And yes he blocked me and didn't disconnect I checked.

Okay..I kind of lost my thought about that rant, since I went to watch the Tyra Bank's Show. Yes I watch that show, if its interesting. Today it was about how far parents were willing to go to get their children into stardom. One parent said that they were willing for their child to go on a diet and get plastic surgury well more like enhancements on her child's face. HER CHILD WAS 4 YEARS OLD. Seriously...I mean is stardom really that important, because most childstars once they grow up they turned out kind of messed up. Well its more like its the pressure from society that turns them that way. But seriously the lengths that some parents are willing to go just to get their children into stardom. I mean mostly its the parents that want to be famous but since they couldn't accomplish their dreams they want their children to take their place. Honestly some of the little kids might not even know much or even care about acting its mostly the parents, who want the stardom.

...okay HE im me again. And we had the weirdest conversation every existed on earth. OMFG we seriously have the weirdest conversations ever.

Him:	I can't trust you if you fear death.
Me:	why O_O"
Him:	can't say

Yes he unblocked me again...so weird. What does he want me to do something dangerous...get into a fight with another person seriously WTF.

Privacy

Okay...so I know that I said that this blog might be private even though, somebody knows the link to this. So I decided to not release any names what so ever. Instead I will use code names, that people shouldn't be able to figure out, unless they know me well.

Man..you know what I notice; that guys usually don't say "Hi" to you unless you say "Hi" first. And if you don't, they go on aim and go like why didn't you say "Hi" to me. Seriously...can't the guys say "Hi" before the girls, I mean its one dam..word. So then I decided to ask this guy I knew online and this was the response he gave me cause guys don't want to make a fool of themselves and they wanna know if you want to talk to them in the first place. So then..I thought that it was mad weird...I mean seriously do they not expect the girl to be shy. Sighs...I mean HE expects me to say "Hi". But now its like awkward between us, and he seems to avoid me...or am I avoiding him. I really have no clue O_O".

Man...black Friday is coming up. Shopping time, hoping to look for sales, during this shitty economy time. Man..I feel like this is going to turn into the Great Depression again. Then again isn't it us humans and our greediness that cause it. So I guess that we have nobody to blame, expect for ourselves.

Okay..I had to rant about this. I HATE BIO. my teacher doesn't teach us, alot of stuff that is on the homework. We are also behind compare to alot of the other classes. Arghhs..watch me have to take bio. again next year JUST BECAUSE MY TEACHER DOESN'T TEACH US EVERYTHING THAT WE NEED TO KNOW.

Spanish=Hate

Okay, so I am officially sucking in Spanish. Then again this is nothing new to me. In 6th grade I once got a 65 on my report card for Spanish. Although I did improve, its not getting much better. I got back my test today, and I got a 48 on it. That sucks, I didn't even get half of the questions right. Sighs...now I got to do extra credit to get my grades up or else. Seriously, is everyone finding Spanish easy expect me. I mean this girl in my Spanish class says that Spanish is one of the easiest subjects every, to me HECK NO. Its one of my worse subjects after global and math. Man...I hate learning foreign languages.

Enough with my rant about Spanish, talking more about Spanish will just remind me of how much I hate that dam subject. Okay...so I was walking home today from the train station. Then this kid walked right by me, and just as he was passing I looked at his direction and he was looking my way too, but then he moved ahead of me. So I was like doesn't that kid look familar...so then I looked down at his shoes and they were exactly the same as yesterdays. Dang..it was HIM. I seriously felt like I was stalking him home, since I was walking behind him too.

Bad Service

Sighs...all I get these days are tests seriously. I had like 4 on Monday, and 1 today and then another one tomorrow. Man..when teachers don't give tests they all don't give tests but when they do they ALL give tests. Seriously...ughs..I mean I get tests in gym WHO THE HELL GETS WRITTEN TESTS IN GYM. I mean I understand if it was one of those fitness tests, but seriously a written one.

Chocolate fundraiser was today to rasie money for my club. We got there pretty late, so I doubt that they even sold much of our candy. Meaning we wasted money for it for pretty much no reason, but oh wells. Next time we're being cheap and we're only planning to make pretezals since it saves up chocolate.

Ritz Cafe seriously annoys the hell out of me. Once they chased us out for tip, when they never asked for it the other two times we went. But we still went back there, since their food is pretty good. But then today, the women who chased us out for tip last time took our order. We waited for about 25 mins. and our order still hadn't come. So I had to ask them, and it turns out that she didn't even put our order in, arghh..seriously. I bet that she remembers us, and was testing us to see if our meal came later would we still leave tip. But seriously that was really retarted, I mean if they do want their customers coming back, they shouldn't be doing that.

Just the Beginning

Once again another blog, only this one hopefully will not be found my classmates or peers. Mainly this one is for my rants, and for me just to talk about nothing. I honestly have nothing to write about right now, since I'm suppose to be studying for my DDP midterm. So whatever with this right now...its one of the last things on my list, or more that its there when I need to vent out all my anger.