Sometimes I wonder

What would've happen if I didn't go looking for you that friday when I saw you in front of applebees. Would we still be talking like we are now, will everything that have happened happen? What if I really didn't brother going looking for you, how would everything have turned out. Would we even have met each other and how would that encounter actually be. If I didn't act the way that I did how would everything have turned out. Would we have talked instead of waiting a year, because of a mistake I made. But if we actually talked then would we have been as close as we are now. We use to talk everyday like we do now, but why is it different now compared to then. I feel like I'm more able to open up about myself now then I was then. But I like the way it is now. I like how I was able to take a chance and to give it my all unlike last time. Because its been more than a year, we didn't talk for so long because of one day. I want to make up for it because I wasn't able to take a chance even though I was given the chance many time. I don't regret anything though because we're close now and thats all that matters at the moment to me. Thank you for being there for me.