New Years Resolution

25 things that I was to do before year 09 is over:
1)Stop eating so much junk food.
2)Cut off eating chocolate so much.
3)Stop spending so much money.
4)Grow a tad bit taller.
5)Study
6)Get better Grdes.
7)Stop putting off homework till the last minute.
8)Clean my desk.
9)Clean out my laptop.
10)Stop spending my life watching dramas.
11)Read more
12)Stop losing things.
13)Exercise
14)Stop spending so much time on the computer.
15)Stop wanting so many things.
16)Stop daydreaming in class.
17)Write more
18)Stop cursing so much.
19)Walk more.
20)Stop mood swinging so much.
21)Be less violent.
22)Do better in math.
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Gave up couldn't think of that many. D:

Homework?

sighs...only a week left of winter break. I still haven't finished my homework, and have been lazying around. All the things that I said I was going do, I haven't really "gotten" to it. I just waste my days in front of the tv, watching my drama or talking on aim.

Today, Serena and I went out to 8th ave, to check out hot guys. We found one and he was showing off too much skin for my liking. But when we were going home, there was this guy behind us, who kept going like "blah blah chinese girls are hot blah blah blah." We got scared so we attempted to walk faster, but that is a hard thing to do in 8th ave, so in the end we just crossed the street hoping that he wouldn't follow us. Thank god he didn't, and we eventually lost him in the crowd of people.

Ahh..still have to finish my homework which I'll finish tomorrow after I come home from Allison's birthday party.

zzzzzz

Well, today was the beginning of book 4 in my chinese school. I got a 92 on my final, a grade which I'm proud of even though I could've done better. Since I get there early I sit by listening to the little kid's conversations. One girl was telling this other girl about how her cousins in grades (5th, 4th, 3rd) got iTouches for Christmas. Sighs...I was annoyed, I mean what are those kids going to use iTouches for. All iTouches help them is increase the risk of them getting robbed.

Then in the afternoon, I played online Monopoly. That pissed me off, but yet in the end I was okay. Ray invited me to play, and we kept trading places hoping to beat off the other two computers. A person later replaced computer 1, and that person was an ass. He acted as though he owned the whole game and that he was so good, Ray and the other computer got bankrupt and I was close too. And everytime you took a long time the person would go zzzzz in the chatbox. I was about to give up, since the person never landed on my places with hotels and houses even though I owned like a whole block. But due to Ray keep telling me not to quit, I eventually got the person to go bankrupt, leading me to win.

I swear that I killed my eyes playing that game, but it was worth it for the sake of winning. Yes I like winning.

To Do List(inspired from Connie)

Okay...so after reading Connie's To Do List, I decided to write one since I actually have no idea what I have to do this vacation.

-Spanish Project;Marc Anthony
-Bio: Study for the Human digestive System test, worksheets, taking notes
-Math: Homework #53 and a half, worksheets
-English: Read Things Fall Apart up to chapter 15 and write responses(DONE)
-DDP: Ideas for the cube
-Bio Lab: Finish Bio. lab report(somewhat done needs to be approved)

I'm pretty sure that I can do all those things before we go back to school with enough time to still watch dramas or horror movies.

Year 08 is ending soon

Sighs...5 more days until 2009. This year was one interesting one. I'm saving my new years resolution until the 31st but here is a list of things that I learned this year.

-Don't suck on sour things on your tongue for a long time. Your tongue will hurt. ><
-Avoid ice unless you are very careful.
-When a teacher says study, ACTUALLY STUDY.
-Wear gloves outside when playing on the swings.
-Learn to open gym lock, before you have gym.
-Stop doing DDP homework at the last minute.
-Dont think that your short enough to go under a tree.
-A mirror is necessary.
-Put things back where I found it, otherwise I would lose it.
-Stop buying things that look cute.
-Don't wear converses in the rain.
-Don't wear really long pants in the rain.

Yea that is just some of what I learned this year. Mostly from sept. and onward, since I forgot what I learned in like Jan. of 08.

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas.

Today, I had to wake up at like 9 to go yum cha. And there were a lot of people even though it was that early. My family had to share a table with these other people that I didn't know. Sighs...I'm not a big fan of going yum cha I went too much when I was in China.

Then, at 2 I went to 8th ave to go eat Viet with Serena and Shirley. Kelly later joined us. Afterwards we went to a gift shop so I could find a present for Allison. I ended up getting her a necklace. Kelly then left us since she didn't want to go to the park with us.

Park=Full of little kids. They run around too much, I mean we were on the swings and the kids just run right in front of you. I could've kicked them right in the face, if I hadn't stop in time. >< Sighs...their parents should watch them better since if we kick them in the face they blame us. It was really cold in the park, that by the time I went home my hands were frozen and I couldn't type properly. ><

Boredness

Happy Christmas Eve!!!!~

First day of vacation, and I'm bored to death. There is seriously...nothing to do. But I'm getting sleep so I'm okay and happy. I felt like I wasted today, by watching dramas and eating chocolate. I feel so fat. Its too cold outside to go anywhere, so I just stay home lie around being a bum. Its all good, as long as I don't gain like 30 pounds from sitting around doing nothing and my ass doesn't get like 5 inches bigger.

I've decided to get my blog off of private, since I don't write anything private here anyways. I just talk about useless crap, but this place allows me to curse as much as I want. :D


My cool penguin is staring at you. Thanks Tina

Dinner

Today, was the last day before Christmas Vacation. Finally...I was bored and wasn't really paying attention in class, since all I kept thinking about was Christmas Vacation. Seriously...when the bell finally rang I swear that I jumped out of my seat to go outside to finally be free of school for a whole 11 days. Yes, that is a whole lot.

After school, I had to go to Bayparkway for this dinner that our class was having again. I went with Serena and Tiffany, and it was really weird in there. Outside of our room there was this guy named Jack who was having his birthday, then inside was our whole class well at least 25 members of it. There were a lot of people, and it was really stuffy inside. We were all very loud. The food came, but I wonder if the waiters were getting annoyed, since we were so loud, but oh wells they should've expected it. Actually my table was quite cheap (we separated into two tables) the total for my table plus tax was $123, and that was the cost for 13 people so we al ended up paying $10 each, some people paid extra for the ones who didn't have enough. But we weren't very full, so we went to Mcdonalds. Sighs...we are mad cheap, considering we go to McDonalds afterwards. >< In the end, I took the train home with Serena. I surprisingy got most of the stuff that was on my wishlist.

Christmas is almost here :D

3 more days, till Christmas, one more day till we get off for 11 days. Arghs..last day tomorrow. Gotta bring in all my present and then after school gotta go to Bayparkway for this reunion thing with my whole Jr. High School Class expect for like 4 students.

Its getting so cold these days >.< ahhh..one thing that I hate about this holiday I always end up poor.

Arghs...I failed my ddp test with a 63 which is alot better than a lot of people, since barely anyone passed. >< It was a freakin hard test. Sighs...I had another essay exam today for english, I think that I wrote a shitty eassy but hopefully I pass.

Poor Tailbone

So this morning, I kind of fell down my stairs and hit my tailbone. Now I'm kind of in a lot of pain. Seriously...everytime I sit down it hurts for no reason.

So this morning, Serena and I went to Manhattan Mall mainly Aero, so we can finish getting our presents. I got a tank top for Rina, and Serena got her presents. Now that I noitce it Aero is getting really overrated, since almost everyone has stuff from Aero, I mean I have this hoodie and I've seen 20+ people with the same exact one. So I try not to buy stuff that screams I got to Aero. Then we went back to Viet, and then later CVS and Rite Aid, to get chocolate. I'm planning to give a whole bunch of people I know chocolate, just to save me money. Then again who doesn't like chocolate, its like GODLY.

Ahh...tomorrow is my chinese school final. I haven't studied anything yet, so I have to do it all today, after 4. ><

Snow

Today, it was the 3rd snowfall of the year, well the first one that actually stayed, all the others melted, before I saw much of it. I actually don't like snow very much, especially when it gets all ew and gray and not snow colored. When its all fluffy and white and new, I like it.

I took my bio. test, and I don't think that I did so bad, since I actually understood most of it, there were just a couple of questions that I didn't get. And finally this week came to an end. Thank god, there is only two more days in the next week that I have to go through before Winter Recess.

Ahh...this made my day.
Him: thats why its funny if a guy is like "i got a 12 inch cock"
Him: im like
Him: haha
Him: your gonna stay a virgin
Me: LMFAO.

Even though, it was quite queer, it was actually funny, and that is for all the guys who say how big their dicks are.

Feel like Crap

Seriously..I feel like shit. I got a cold like last week, but it hasn't shown any signs until this morning, when I woke up and my nose was stuffy and my throat was in pain. Ahh..my nose is dying from me blowing my nose too much. Arghs...I hate colds, they make me feel tired, and ughhs..all at the same time. I feel so tired...but I still need to study for 3 tests. Thank god, tomorrow is the last day before weekends. This week went by way too slow, sighs..it always feel likes this everytime its near to vacation.

Finally Christmas is coming. :D I actually love this hoilday, one for the presents and second because we get about 2 weeks off of school.

Ahh...Imma go now..I feel like shit, and I'm hungry and I need sleep. ><

I offically Give Up

On my math homework. Seriously...there is just so much to do. I feel so lazy, and I don't even want to do all the math. I know that its bad for me, since doing homework is "practice" but I just can't. Seriously...I'm giving up on doing it, since I go up to the board tomorrow, and he won't check mine. As long as I do my seat it'll be all good.

Sighs...math these days, are annoying me. I hate learning about graphs, yet that is our current topic, I'm going to fail the test >< Ughs...I feel bum like again, and very lazy.

Have you ever had those really weird dreams, with really weird people that you can't imagine in it. Seriously...yesterday I had this dream, and one of his friends were in it. And its the dude I see all the time, and the dude that stares at me. I woke up and was like OMFG. THAT IS SO FREAKIN WRONG. THATS NOT SUPPOSE TO HAPPEN WHAT SO EVER.

Done?

Well I'm almost done with all my homework. Then there is that stupid global project. ><><

Sighs...I also need to print out my bio. lab, since if I don't hand it in then I'm like screwed, more like my whole table is screwed and will kill me. Ughs...this is is still going by mad slowly, since I keep thinking that its Wednesday. Holy crap I have a bio. test on Friday...ughs...more studying since I'm not doing so well in bio. again. I'll begin tonight, after I do my board.

Tired

Sighs...this is feeling like a long week. I mean its only monday, the week just started, and I already want it to end. I mean, next week is finally the beginning of Christmas Vacation. Ughs...time is passing by so slowly, and when you actually want it to pass slowly it doesn. >< I feel dead...stupid global project took me about a hour and I'm still not done. Well its due on wedensday, so at least I got a headstart on it. But I still need to put on pictures, since it looks mad plain just a black board, with loads of pink.

Christmas shopping =________= I hate it. I mean I have no idea what to get people for christmas. So I'm just planning to buy those Hershy Kisses(small verison) and give it to a bunch of people that I know. Ughs...my head is hurting and I still have to study DDP.

Homework

Arghs...next week is the final for my chinese class and it determines if I move onto level 4 or not. I need to study for that, since if I fail my parents would kick my ass. Sighs...today is that homework day, where you don't really want to do homework but you kind of have too, or else you kind of fail in school.

I still have to do my biology homework, which is a pain in the ass. Then there is the essay that is due thursday and the project that is due on wed. Sighs...I don't want to do anything right now, expect watch tv. You know what that is what I think I'm going to do. Then I'll get back to doing homework. Arghs..I feel so bum like. Sighs...I always feel bum like..

Ughs...I wish break would come faster. But then there is Christmas shopping which by the way is also a pain in the ass. Sighs...I have no idea what to get people...ughhs....

Reuion

So today, we had this reunion in sethlow park. I rode the train with S, then we met up with N to go too Melodie's bakery, which turned out to be named Michelle's bakery. It was freezing outside, but we went to Sethlow park. J, P and SH went to handball leaving S, K, N, M and I to go on the swings. But since they got bored we went to play basketball. We suck so badly, but K and I got bored and went back on the swings. It was fun, but then we decided to dare each other to go down those kiddie slides. When you get taller they are not as fun no more, since your leg takes up so much room. After a while M and N came back, we decided to leave the handballing people now including S.

We went to get pizza, ice tea, onion rings, french fries and monterella sticks(sp?). The monterella sticks and onion rings tasted weird, but everything else tasted fine and they were really nice. We went back to the park afterwards, and started to play basketball. J and P joined us, so we decided to play 3 on 3. Seriously..we suck so badly. There were tons of fouls, and we missed so many times that it wasn't even funny. S and SH decided to join us and it was 4 on 4...with still tons of fouls and so many misses. J plays so good, omg compare to the rest of us who suck, she is like so pro.

After a while we got cold so we went back to 8th ave. We started Christmas shopping, M and I are like retarted, we both give each other presents with the same cost, why didn't we just buy it for ourselves. Its getting colder...and I don't like the cold very much ><.

Grades

Okay, I did fail my bio. test with a 63 which is two points from regular failing and like 30 points from asian failing. But since I thought that I was going to get a lot worse I'm accepting this grade and going to do better from now on. At least for math I got a 92, which is a lot better than the grades I got last marking period.

Ahh...homework weekend. Like always, since I have tons of homework, which I'm all planning to do today, since I want to go out tomorrow. Arghs...I hate homework, well I hate a lot of homework, but if its easy then I'm okay with it.

So today, I went to get bubble tea with N, and then S said that she was coming too. Then while we were waiting for S to come, we were staring out the window of the bubble tea store, then he comes by so we turn around so that he couldn't see us. But then S came, and N and I were like imagine he was in Ritz Cafe, which was only a few stores away from the bubble tea store, so we go check and it turns out that he was there. S and N decided to go in, since S wanted food. I was force to go and they decided to pick a seat right next to his table. But for some reason after a while we wanted Pocky so N gave me money to go out and get some. While I was leaving to get the pocky S scaremed out "BYE'' and then I found out later that his friends all turned to stare. And when I was coming back one of them turned to stare as well. Seriously...they all stare at me, its like so weird...Its like OMG. MOVIE STAR LETS ALL STARE. =__________=

Ahh...Failure

Sighs...global homework is piling up. I have an essay do tomorrow it was assigned today, then a project due Wednesday then another essay due on Thursday. Arghhs...for everyone that thinks global is easy you guys make me feel so dumb, since I totally suck in global. I blame my old social studies teachers who either were too easy or couldn't teach.

And that isn't the only thing that I'm a failure at. I have problems saying Hi. Seriously...its hard for me to say Hi to people that I haven't talk to for a while. And it seems awkward to say Hi to a guy you haven't talk for a mad long time. I mean its just all of a sudden, considering all the other times I never said Hi and notice the person being there and now all of a sudden saying Hi. Its like totally weird. Also its like what would you say afterwards, or will there just be awkward silence where you just stare at each other.

Math test was okay. But I feel like if I felt like it was easy, I most likely did really bad on it. Since every time I find a test easy I end up failing up, but for tests that I think I failed I do like good on. Its so weird. ><

Happy I guess

So report cards were today, and I guess I am happy, since I went up by exactly 4.61 points. Even if I'm still in the 80s I got better at least.
Global-80
Spanish II-90
Biology-91
Phys. Ed-85
Bio. Lab-100 :D
DDP-85
Geometry-85
English-93
Overall-89.45
My global grade is an 80 OMG. so much better than that 65 I got last quarter. So this is the last marking period, and I'm not exactly on a good start, but I'll work harder. Sighs...I swear I'm not asian. Seriously I get a higher grade in spanish than I do in math...ASIAN FAILURE. And the fact that I went down 5 points in math...not good. Wait...I just remembered that I have a quiz in math tomorrow. So back to my enzyme bio. homework then time for me to study.

Failure

Once again, I failed my bio. test. And no we didn't back, we just took our quiz today. Sighs...but I have this feeling that I failed so badly, I was ready about 1 week ago, but she was absent and being the person I am, I thought that I would remember but I didn't remember some of the stuff. >< Okay...so much for that 91 average its going down...until the next test/quiz I need to study for that.

Spanish test wasn't as bad, but I'm still unsure since I always have this not good in Spanish thing. Sighs...my plan to do better is not exactly off to the best start, but I will do better considering that reports cards are tomorrow. That'll be my wake up call. But I'm doing better in global since I got a 38 out of 45 or was it out of 41. Considering the first test that I took where I failed with extra credit, and not asian failing it was failing failing.

Sighs...report cards tomorrow...I actually seriously don't want mine.

Somewhat Happy

My bio. teacher finally returned, and today we got back two of our tests for one of them I got a 97(man..I thought that I failed this one) and for the other one 68.5, and my average for bio. this quarter is a 91. I was so happy, since I know that I already did worse for geometry, and bio. is going to be an 88 since I got an 85 last quarter. So I'm hoping that my bio. grade makes up for my crappy math grade. Since, I don't want my average to be that shitty again.

Sighs...two tests tomorrow, one of them in bio. O_O" then again that bio. test was suppose to be a week ago. Then I have a spanish test...ughhs..so many tests. OMG...I've lost my train of thought for this post....w/e

Dentist

Once again today was those one in about 4-6 weeks dentist visits. I hate these days, since I have to get up early to go there, and then my whole weekend is rushed, and I don't get enough sleep. Not to mention next week is the week that we get our report cards. Arghs..I totally did shitty this marking period. So back to the dentist visit, I had to wait there forever, but GOOD NEWS I'M GETTING MY BRACES TOP ONES AT LEAST OFF. They made the mold for my retainer. That was disgusting, since they put this nasty tasting cement thing in my mouth to get the mold of my teeth. It was also very messy, since it got over all of my face, and it was hard to get off too. I was glad when that whole disguesting messy process was over, but I'll have to go through that all over again when I get my bottom retainer.

Sighs...my tummy is hurting me because I have cramps. Every time I have cramps I feel like dying, since they hurt so much. Once again this is the time when I hate being a girl. Guys have it so lucky, they don't get their period, never have to go through cramps and ALSO DON'T HAVE TO GIVE BIRTH. Seriously all they have are ranging hormones that get them horny.

145 Questions

OMG..two tests today. Global test that had 45 question, I think that I got in like 80s range since I suck in global so badly. I blame all my Junior High School social studies for that fact. Reason being 6th Grade-Teacher left for about 4 months leaving us with sucky ass subs who didn't teach us anything. 7th Grade-Teacher was too nice, we didn't even put in effort. 8th Grade-Best one out of all 3 years, but had too easy tests. Now my global teacher is cool but gives hard tests that I end up doing poorly on even if I study, there is always something that I'm missing. That god for Amena who gave me about an extra 2 points, because she told me the answer for 1 question.

English test had 100 question(mupitle choice) and a extra credit essay, all expected to be done in 45 mins. My arm was cramping after the 100 questions so I didn't even brother with the essay, even if it could've given me an extra 5 points. But I just couldn't do it, when I finished my test I had about 6 mins. left, and if I even tried to write an essay it would've come out all shitty.

Ahh...the wonderful weekends, when I can sleep in and now wake up at 6:30. Pshh..only the second part is true. Since I have dentist tomorrow the wonderful dentist that won't take off my braces. And on Sunday I have Chinese school with little kids. :O Seriously they make me feel so old.

Santa?

So as I was reading through its blog, the girl was writing about how she never really believed in Santa. And then I realized that was true for me as well. I don't know how but I never believed that there was a Santa and my parents never played the role of giving me presents as a surprise on Christmas, so I guess that was most likely the reason why.

Then there was the Toothfairy, which I never really believed in but my parents gave me 3 bucks the first time I lost my tooth, but never again. If they gave me everytime I lost a tooth, I would be rich by now. LOLS. JK But yea...I never really believed in it, no idea why though O_O" As for the easter bunny I never knew that easter had a bunny until 4th grade and by then I knew better.

I guess the reason I never believed in anything was because of tv. There use to be shows of how little kids found out that the toothfairy or santa clause didn't exist, and I guess that was how I found out that it was all fake.

DDP/English/Bio.

Sighs...80 on my Evolution of a Product desgin. I think that is okay...although I could do better, but yet..considering that I was doing my project pretty much the day before its due I guess the grade is okay, since our teacher is kind of hard with the grading and all.

Other than that, English omg...We're suppose to come up with a skit on the book Of Mice and Men. Our script is due tomorrow even though we were told about the skit two days ago. We barely had anytime to talk about it. So my group is craming tonight on aim. Sighs...I wish he would give us more time but no no, its like only 3 days to write a script and he expects it to be really good. Then tomorrow there is also a voc. test for english, and the day afterwards a 100 question test on Of Mice and Men.

Then there is bio. where we are really behind, and our teacher has been absent for about 3 days. Sighs...I will fail the bio. regents thanks to her, and now I'm debating on if I should watch tv or finish my homework.

Hungry :O

Once...again I'm bored of homework, although today I had pretty easy homework. I'm suppose to be writing my essay for global about Christianity in Rome. But somehow I found myself on facebook. Which lead to a bunch of other stuff, then it lead me here on my blog.

Seriously social networking sites are taking over the world, its like everyone is on them. One of my friends said that even her mother has facebook, seriously what is this world coming too. A world where we depend on facebook like we depend on water. I know I'm also guilty of having social networking sites, but yet that isn't what annoys me. What really pisses me off sometimes, is when random people that you don't even know add you as a friend. Seriously...haven't you heard of not talking to strangers :O. But yet worse is when you actually accept those people so that you'll have more friends. There are certain people I know that do this, and its just ughhs...I mean I only add people who I at least know the existance of, but yet there are people who I know around but never talked to who add me just so they'll have more friends. Ughs..sometimes I add those people other times I just reject them, since I'll most likely never go on their page to comment something of theirs ever, since I don't even know them that well.

Ughs...back to essay now. Dam..I'm hungry arghhs..I need to find food which is impossible in my house, since we don't have food. :O

Dead Mouse

My mouse is dead, no not the real one for one for my computer :O. Its like DEAD. I'm so sad for it, I only had it for one year and now its dead...sighs..time for me to get another one, yea...that would take a long time for me to replace it. Sighs...

Arghs....math test 76 =________= total asian failure. :O And our teacher raised our grades too, sighs...total asian Failure. My report card now goes down, literally. Okay...one more quarter left for this semester time for me to do good for real this time. Shit I have a bio. test tomorrow. Okay I gotta remember to study. Surprisingly I'm not doing that bad in english my grade is a 93. I just need to particapate more, since my particapation grade is a 75.

So yesterday when I was helping my cousin look for information on Albert Einstine I came aross this quote. "Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity; and I'm not sure about the the universe."Proves just how stupid Humans are. But then again its true though, us humans aren't that smart if you look at the other animals. Some animal babies know how to swim and move once they are born, humans make a big deal over our first steps. There are some animals like the turtle who are left alone when they are born, yea...a human baby would die if that were to happen. But then there is the fact of everyday life...yea..I'm not going to go into deatils now.